Thursday, 28 June 2007 3:23:00 pm
Someone asked me why am I so soft-hearted towards her and only her???
I thought about it for minutes and I just can't get an answer..
A lots of things came to my mind and that's why I decide to update
and post a long long story about myself.. Deep deep from my heart.
These are the SMSes that I've received that really touched me
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1) I hope u'll be listening to music rather den cyclin, i hope u can unders. i noe is annoyin from stopping u tis n tat. i also felt bad too but i wan u to take care of yrself. i really dun wish anyting happen, really dun wish.
2) hw many time u wan me to tell u ne? u're de one, de onli fren whom i can really rely on.
3) before meetin u, i feel tis but met u ler i somehow positive ler n someone i can rely on.
4) den find time to noe me well. stop pushin me to ppl.
5) included me? i can unders in fact facing anyone nid to fang bei de except family. but also ar since i noe hw to sae all tis, I won't betray u i can ensure u really[=
6) wad u wan me to sae? made u headache, heartpain being selfish de me. between tis two daes done so many tings wrong made u upset, wad u still expect me to sae? ='[i have nv been gd to u..
7) NO="[ u noe i treasure our frenship so much de always tryin my best protectin tis frenship nt lettin others to break it.
8) pls dun lose faith on me i noe wo si nei ge zui mei you zi ge to sae i trusted u so much but i'll prove to u. i trust u.
9) nw i dun dare to sae i trust u but gib me de chance to prove to u hao ma? si jian hui zhen min yi qie uh?
10) make me worri till wanna cry out donno wad to do="[ stupid tears is fallin down.
11) ="[i..... sorry i bein so unreasonable again but i ...... care too much for u..
12) uh there's no forgive or nt forgive. jus wanto let u noe tat i'm here wif u no matter wad.
13) yayaya no mean no.
You might feel that she is "sort of controlling" or zui ai me making or whatever but to me, it's not. She's the first person who actually cares so much for me, cry because of me, hurt me, make me angry, sad and happy.
I'm not trying to say that u're not my fren or don care for me but sometimes, it's "fate" that let me know her and therefore, I really really cherish her alot.. Please forgive me if I have hurt you.
I believe all these messages do answer your question.
