Monday, 4 June 2007 6:35:00 am
@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@Woke up early at 5.15am to prepare to send Sebastian to the Airport. A mixed feeling of excitement and 舍不得。As i watch him getting ready and doing a last minute check, tears rolled down my cheek. I am going to miss my 老公 for 1 whole month.
When we reached the Airport, he went to checked in while i waited with Jaz and Cheryl at the side. All of us were very quiet even the children. I spoke nothing and only nodded my head when he asked me questions because I knew that i'll cry once I talk. A lot of things were going through my mind and the more I think, the more worried I am as this is the first time he's going to INDIA.
Took some photo of Sebastian and the kids. Soon, it was time to go in and when we said good-bye, 我忍不住的哭. I did tried my very best to control myself from crying for I know that if i cry, 老公 won't 放心的去 India but I didn't.When he hugged me before he went in, I cried even more. Seeing me cry, the children cried as well without really knowing what happen.
On the way back from the Airport, bringing the children to school, my whole mind was wondering whether can he get use to the living there, the food, the people. When I reached home, my mood was slightly better for I know that this 1 month that Sebastian is not around, it' going to be a tough training for me. (Handling the Kids, Handling School, Doing Proposal, Clearing up the House)
In the afternoon, went to meet Jon, Shiyun, Jin Hao, Kennath, YingYing, Jianhao and Jiajia to discuss and buy food for next day BBQ. Discussion was bad as usual, "disagreement". But I just go ahead and say whatever I need to say and after that we went to purchase BBQ food in Sheng Siong. After purchasing, Shiyun and me carry everything back to my house.. Damn heavy sia.
Went over to my mummy's house and have dinner, came back, put the children to bed, online for a while, talked on the phone with Shiyun, Chien Yee and Julin for almost 1.5 hours.. After that, went to search for Joanne's shirt. Search everywhere, every room but couldn't find it, die ar cos if I can't find it, den she will have to wear something not very "good/nice" that I don like. I was telling myself that, by hook or by crook, even if I have to turn the whole house upside down, I'll find it. After an hour of searching, wanted to take a bath before I continued, WOW, I saw it nicely folded inside my cupboard.
After searching for the shirt, I went to prepare and marinate the chicken wings and preparing the prawns and stuff.. When I'm finally done, It was 4.20am and I went to bed. So tired man.
