Sunday, 1 July 2007 1:48:00 pm
Children Flags
Adult Flags
Difference between Children and Adult Flags
Jaz is currently learning how to play the flags for a performance in December. He cried silently today when the teacher asked them to pray before starting the practice. He was afraid as he don know anything about the flag and probably, he's shy. So Joanne and I stayed beside him to encourage him. Joanne seems to enjoy the practice more.. I stood behind Jaz to guide him with the hand movement. After the practice ended, he was happy and wanted to go for practice next week. I guess it take a while for him to warm up.. Hopefully he will be able to pick up the steps soon.. The steps seems easy but hard enough for me to remember
but Joanne is there to help Jaz.I seems to be very unlucky man.. I kept getting the boot even though I don know whether am I the one at fault. I get negative respond, stupid answers, no reply, worst of all, *"QUIET LA"*..
My heart really sank at that moment.. I don know to cry or what.. I don understand what is really going on. I don know why are you so hot-tempered, so unreasonable.. I'm trying my best to tolerate and to control myself. After each time when you show me face or whatever, although my heart hurts alot and I really feel like crying, I will try to cheer up and tell myself that, It's ok, let me try again, and I'll still try to talk to you, cheer you up, I know probably I can't do a good job but I'm trying. I just hope that you will talk to me instead of showing me face. As far as I'm concerned, I'm really tired. I just want a peaceful, true friendship. Is it so hard?? I promise myself and you that I'll try my best to make this frenship work again,
And together we will jia you.
