Wednesday, 11 July 2007 9:11:00 pm
What kind of fren I am???
I actually distrust her.. I'm really so disappointed in myself..
I'm not fit to have her as my fren..
She became so scared of me because I don trust her...
WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING ABOUT??
I can never forgive myself.. Never ever..
After speaking to Dorm, I cried..
My whole heart was very very very pain..
Though the one to start the topic is not me
But I stood around to listen.
I should have just moved away..
I guess I'm just as curious as the rest.
I know it's not about "trust or not trust"
But I shouldn't have doubt you right from the start.
Why was my mind so unsettled after you told me the answer??
I'm sorry and I really thank you for standing by me
When I needed you the most..
Thank you for everything
That are being done for me by you..
Thank You
I know what I should do from now on..
